tagged by loo-JESS

1. What do you want the most now?
well,i don't know leh...
maybe is the transfer letter come as soon as posibble...LOL

2.What do you want to do when you grow up?
i'll get the job that i wish

3. What would you do if you've lose everything in one shot?
start againz lo...if not,what to do??you tell me la...LOL

4. What are you afraid to lose now?
I think maybe is friendS

5. Do you believe in being in love forever?
NO

6. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
maybe

7. What would you do when you're feeling down and depressed?
get alone and think

8. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
someone that care about me

9. Which type of person do you hate the most?
smokers

10. Do you cherish every single of your friendships?
SURE!

11. Do you believe in God?
i think so

12. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
happiness

13. Do you find it necessary for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
no

14. What do you want your friends to be like?
make friend with me with their tru3 heart,of course i'll do the same things to them too!

15. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
no idea

16. If you can have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?
change not be so 'man'...LOL

17. If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?
sure is friend,but if can't find anyone,i'll find my hippo!LOL

18. Would you die in order to save the ones you love?
sure,if he is happy with alive

19. Would you kill in order to save the ones you love?
sure NO!

20.If you have a chance to change the past, what would you change?
if really can change,i'll change not to be a human!

People I wanted to tagged.
Xunnz(finally i can tagged you d!LOL)
Angeline
Natalie
Wyan

The Chorus (Les Choristes) + 補習

今天在寳譽堂裏面看了這部電影

沒錯的話，應該是部法國片
還蠻不錯看的！

故事内容是大概一個失敗的音樂家（聼他們講的）

到了一間充滿頑皮+坏小孩&孤兒的學校

校長和別的老師們都用action-reaction的方式教導小孩

（means都是鞭打或處罰）

但他確是用音樂&愛感化那些小孩

最後小孩們都很聼他的話
Jean-Baptiste Maunier

裏面的這個小孩還蠻帥的！

哈哈！他的聲音很好聽！！

（電影裏面的聲音應該是他的吧？）

但我比較喜歡演Pepinot的那個小孩

好像本名叫Maxence Perrin

看到下面那個小孩嗎？？

他真的看起來很可愛！！^^

找到了臺灣版的trailer

名叫“放牛班的春天”

=="...應該是“合唱團”才對吧？

不過我也覺得“放牛班的春天”才能吸引我注意去看~

哈哈！

trailer裏面唱歌的聲音就是JB Maunier的！

很好聽！！ 讓我聼歌聼得起雞皮疙瘩的他是第一個！

而且剛剛我也查到，他跟我同年！

羡慕他的歌聲~

看完電影，大概11.15am

休息5分鐘后，開始分享交流

一開始我還對那輔導老師蠻尊重的（應該是吧？？）

但最後，我開始不爽她

因爲是她自己說分享我們從那電影中所感受到的東西

而且還說分享沒有對錯

但是，就在勇哥說他本身也是老師

他覺得那老師應該被解雇

因爲私自趁校長不在的時候帶小孩們出去

剛好發生了火災，雖然說因爲他的私自行爲是救了小孩們

但是，並不是每次都會一樣

而且如果發生了什麽事情，校長就得遭殃

簡短的意思就是那老師沒有顧及大全

我覺得勇哥講得沒錯啊~

雖然不是這電影所要表達的訊息

但是，那也是他所看完的感受啊

可是那老師，一下子就反了他的話

說他放不下他身為老師的身份

是不能感受電影的

huh?什麽意思？

是誰先說分享沒有對錯的？

那現在你又凴什麽反人家的話？

而且阿光問了他好奇最後那放火的小孩到底有沒有被感化又錯了嗎？

他也只是說出他看完電影的感受而已啊！

你讓我感覺你很大女人主義！

不過也得謝謝你讓我不爽

因爲這樣我也比較好意思早退，去補習

現在就讓我來説說我看完這部電影的感想：

1.學音樂的小孩真得不會變坏！LOL

2.鞭打不是個教導的好方法，要教導好小孩，必須找對的方法！而不是使用鞭打的方式

3.天無絕人之路，它関了你這一扇門，一定會開另一扇門給你

4.演pepinot小時候的小男孩真的看起來很可愛！！\(^O^)/

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12.30pm跟YYing兩人快點去等rapid

趕去補習那邊

1.30pm補習

我們1pm抵達komtar

兩人趕快去prangin mall的Mc D去買了待到補習中心去吃

大概1.20pm到達Tanjung

一進到補習的房間，Calvin已經在裏面了

我們本來坐了第一排

但我覺得我們太囂張了

竟然敢直接坐在他面前吃

LOL

於是我提議換去後面坐

今天補習還不錯

看到了不少熟悉的臉孔

有以前協和的-碧云、雯茹還有很多我不知道名字的

檳華的-玫婷、淑華、syiling（真名不大懂）還有很多我也是不知道名字的

鈡靈的-啓壕、金龍、可軒（好像就他們三個）

今天的listening我還是很多都不會

平均都只寫得出1個而已>"<

年尾不知要怎麽考！

本來以爲自己最怕的只有speaking

結果現在多了個listening

説不定下星期有多了個reading

後天多了個writing!

啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~！！！

快瘋了！！！

oh gosh!!!

now is holiday
but,i feel that my friends all also very busy
busy with the competition de things
coz i'm gonna leaving Chung Ling
so i didn't join the competition
now everyday were very free!
free till gonna have the spider net on my head d ==
anyone wanna invite me to go out??

everyday sit in front of computer
i know it's aren't good for health
but what to do?
i really feel damn sien!
and nothing can let me to have my interest to do
aikx

actually i got tuition homeworkS to do
but i really lazy to do it
feel sleepy
but don't dare to go to sleep
because i scare night i can't sleep
>"<

last night because after came back from the orientation night
i went to wash my hair
because it's full of water gel and wax!
so i have to wait until my hair dry d then just go to sleep
i sleep at 1am++
since school life start
i haven been sleep so late d!
and oh my god!
today i found that many pimples 'pop' out adee!!!
argh!!!>"<

well,i damn sleepy now
and outside raining
it's nice weather to sleep
LOL
the rain was start since noon till now d
rain and stop and rain and stop
aikx
can you please stop to rain adee??
tonight i want go out with my mum la!!!
if rain,then i have no chance to go out d
you know my head gonna have spider net d??
can sky pity me??
let me out??
i'll thanks to you!

Orientation night

今天，本來打算去YYing家
然後晚上一起去orientation night的
結果因爲中午下大雨
沒去了

呆在電腦前面到大概4點多
去洗個澡
等頭髮干
開始弄頭髮
本來是要弄給它亂亂的站著的
怎知道我的頭髮太軟了
不能站！
放了我哥的water gel也不能
最後去到學校跟YYing借wax也不能
>"< 能站也是那麽幾分鈡
沒幾分鈡后頭髮自己又軟下來了
跟沒弄過一樣！
allah

由於我爸怕塞車
於是6點半就出門了
結果一路都沒有塞車=="
6點50分抵達
跟朋友說了7點到，所以自然的她們當然還沒到咯~
走到廁所那裏
慧婷看到我就“哇”的一聲
huh?我的裝扮很勁爆么？
跟別人比起來根本就小巫見大巫

等了等
YYing出現了
看到了
不覺得有什麽好“哇”的
因爲去年看過了~ 哈哈！

接著，秀麗來了
跟我一樣
穿得比較休閒一些
沒有其他人那麽隆重
不過綁起頭髮很可愛！

接下來
噹噹噹！
最令我們驚嘆的YYng出現了！
wow!

隨後，
Nittra及Yin Yin也到了
我們就拍了一張照片
SL、YYng、YYin、YYing、pAnDA
>"<...my hair look so pong pAnDA & YYng

過後我們就進場了
今晚吃buffet
位置自由坐~
這時，用屁股想也知道
肯定是男一桌、女一桌啦~
除了upper 6的

過後，開始吃
拿飲料的時候，我還服務了有些人 XD
結果YYing竟然叫我乾脆站在那邊爲人服務好了 =="
還好副校長說了：“你別這麽講她啦”
呵呵！謝謝咯，副校長！

吃完就表演
我只能說
應該是男生的聲音太低沉了吧？
整晚都聼不到講什麽勒~
至於表演呢，由於我坐的位置“太好”
很亮，完全看不到表演者的臉 LOL
所以沒拍到什麽照片
但這一切都還好
我覺得最無聊的是今晚的prom-King&Queen

Prom King 及 Prom Queen 不是全場人投票的嗎？
怎麽是玩遊戲而選出來的？
而且之前不是說每一班選一個代表的嗎？
怎麽又換了？
而且選出去的有些能看，有些不能看的
雖然我心目中的Prom Queen有被選入裏面
但Prom King 就沒有
自然的，我心目中的Prom King & Prom Queen 都沒得
得到的是。。。
不想說這麽多

今晚最好笑的就是有人問我的頭髮花了多少錢去弄
答案是RM0!
哈哈！想不到我隨便亂弄還有人以爲我去理髮店弄的！


晚宴快結束了
跟Pei Lyn拍了一張照片
她下星期五就要到KL去邁向她的夢想前進
今晚是她最後一天在鈡靈
T^T
捨不得~但還得捨得
唉~
靈靈~當了導演可別忘了我們哦~~

Relax

just now i had make sure something d
that is...
tomorrow i no need to sing!!!
wahahax!
suddenly feel very relax
phew~!
luckily i didn't waste my time to practice any songs
hahax!

anyway,adelyn feel very stress with tomorrow's performance
i just nothing to say to her
except
GAMBATEH!!!!
just enjoy the feel when performing ba~!
it's aren't easy to get such good chance!
make it be a sweet and nice memory to yourself before you leaving
Chung Ling
&
Penang
&
ME!!^^
add oil!!you sure can make it!

死歡那豬！

剛才跟我媽到prangin mall去買衣
走過Mc D
我媽就說要吃冰淇淋
於是我就要去買
走到特別賣冰淇淋的地方
那死歡那在sms...[歡那=huan na=馬來人]
我說了一聲"excuse me"
沒聽到！開始有點氣了
說了第二聲，終于睬我了

我才開口要order
他卻叫我到賣burger的地方買
huh?what the hell?
冰淇淋應該是在那邊買吧？
而且如果他坐的那邊關的話，是不是應該有個牌子呢？
而且自己還這麽大牌的坐在那邊

好，我忍！
走去他叫我去的地方買
因爲沒有很多人
所以我一走去就輪到我了
我就點我要的東西
結果那個人就傻傻地看著我
然後告訴我
我應該去我剛才去的地方買！

what the f***?!
玩人啊？
死歡那豬！
結果我和我媽氣沖沖的走出去！
我很後悔剛才沒有看到那歡那豬的名+沒有拍到他sms的樣子！
否則，他休想在那兒工作！

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剛剛有人問我明天唱什麽歌
我回答：“不知道。”
哈哈！！我是真的不知道唱什麽歌
而且也不肯定明天有沒有唱的
因爲沒有真正的確定有沒有唱
如果沒有的話，我就會很sia sui!>"<
所以，一切就看明天吧~！

so sweet

today,
whole day stay in home
and sit in front of pc
chatting with Hooi Ming
she still same like last time
so siao and so cute!
LOL

dinner with my cousin
today was their 9th anniversary of their wedding!
wow~!
her husband was so so so romantic
wanna give her surprise and ask us not to tell her
and special buy a watch in Hong Kong for her
walao!so touch la~
when i can have a guy do this to me??LOL
so jealous my cousin
hope they will happy together forever and ever!!!

厚臉皮

昨晚，熊貓幹了件很厚臉皮的事
那就是去跟它班的代班長說
如果它班沒有人表演的話，它可以唱歌~
huh?
臉皮厚到半死！

LOL
whatever啦~
反正不會在那學校出現多久了
被人說臉皮厚也就醬貝~

機會是自己爭取的
更何況有這麽好的機會等著我
踏上舞臺表演，算是我想要得吧
一來訓練膽量
二來對吸取些舞臺經驗
其實是個不錯的決定！

至於別人對於我的評語嘛~
ehem,活在在意別人對自己的看法下是件很難的事
偶爾要臉皮厚一些~
hoho!
此句子摘自<熊貓名言>

說實在的，我以前是個很在意別人對我的看法的人
所以對於什麽事情都怕怕的
沒什麽信心
因此，我要學習不在乎別人對自己的看法！
找回我的信心！！！！
加油！！！

shopping

today
went shopping with YYng,Siew Li,Nittra,Pei Rou and Shu Ting
but finally,
i just bought a nail polish and the remover
LOL
actually the main point i go shopping is want to buy dress for orientation night 1
but hor
can't find a suitable 1 for me
aikx

everyone was busy with the orientation night
everyone seems very excited with it
LOL
including me?
i think i'm not as serious as my those friends
haha!

just now ask ST about the orientation night's performance
she said that my class no one will do any performance
LOL
and she ask me to represent my class to sing
LOL?
ehem,maybe can
since it's maybe the last and only night for me in Chung Ling
so,let me think about it 1st
haha
but i think have to ask my class opinion 1st right??
can't be i want doh want de ma~
later people say me muka tebal~
LOL

although today i didn't bought anything
but i think i already have idea to wear what on that night d

oh yeah~
just now i saw a necklace which i think it's nice!
even my friends also say so
it's only cost RM9.90 [it's in a accessory shop]
but when we go to another sell clothes shop
there cost RM29.90 =="
huh!?i already can buy 3 from the accesory shop!
but finally i didn't buy it also
coz i don't think i need it
but it's really NICE!!!

囘校咯~

今天是協和的《校友囘校日》義賣會

地點是在協和小學

ehem

說實在的，很久沒有囘小學了

最後一次應該是form 1的時候會的那次吧？

至今已經5年了

大概11點去到那邊

有點暈的感覺

因爲跟我想象中的完全不同

本來以爲會是人山人海的

結果，看到“好多”人

=="

走到食堂那裏

突然聽到有人叫我的名[@@ 嚇到！]

找了找

原來是我的干哥哥叫我

接著，就看到美洵和麗晶

麗晶把頭發給燙卷了

一開始我看到她，還以爲自己看錯了~

拍了他們的照片，但他們卻叫我刪掉~

不懂爲什麽，明明就很美~！

由於我還沒吃早餐，

所以去買咖喱面來吃

結果遇到麗敏及她的表妹

在等的時候，看到永傑在炒果條那邊排隊

吃完咖喱面，

自己去到處亂走

走到操場，

看到有一群人在打籃球
還有小孩在玩

結果，我還發現。。。

以前是'o0O0o'的shape的

現在變成了‘oO'了

‘o0o’被割了 =="

可見得我真得很久沒有回去了

之後，我便走回去找我媽

結果遇到了徐淑貞老師（我的中學華文老師）

聊了幾句

過後她也囘了

回到食堂，我媽在跟我干哥聊天著

看到琪雯和美洵也在那

過去跟她們聊天

最後，用完全部固本+聊天完后

我和我媽也回家了。

**special thanks to patrick's correction**

cook myself

today my mum was not in home
they buy nasi lemak for me as my lunch
but i take it as my breakfast
LOL
coz last night when my dad asked whether need to buy breakfast for me or not
and i say NO
coz i didn't think i'll wake up so early

since my lunch become my breakfast d
so i have to settle my lunch by myself d
what my lunch?
it's FRIED RICE!
but not maggie mee
LOL

although i know how to fried rice
but,i have long long time didn't fried rice d
i think about 1 year++
LOL
you can feel that i'm not a girl
yea~i'm not a girl
i don't know how to cook 1
so i wonder it can eat or not before i fried the rice
=="

after busy in kitchen,
DALA~

my fried rice!
look delicious?
LOL
the taste not bad la~
haha

熊貓's stupid face>"<

剛才到駿逸的blog一游
看到昨天玩game的照片
看著看著。。。
竟然給我看到我的笨臉！>"<



**原照摘自noi's blog**

照片上的每個人都很好看~
除了我那白癡臉。。。T.T
我也不知道我在看什麽pun...=.=

開始知道爲什麽之前有人說我想tweety bird
這張照片看起來還蠻“鳥”樣的
後面幾條毛站了起來
=="

除此之外，我還很意外的看到梁小姐變成a poor little girl
(LOL...little girl??她對於我來説一點都不little!haha)
而洪先生則變成heartless male animals
(其實他也不heartless啦~at least過後有點看起來很内疚地來慰問。）

Teachers' Day

Today,Chung Ling celebrate teachers' day
me,PR,ST & another 2 guys go be helper
we help to clean the table,arrange the food,wash the cups and so on
it's quite good
coz it's better than listening the ceramah~
LOL

oh yea~the orientation night already changed to next thursday d
i wonder want go or not
aikx
i have no formal wear la~
yesterday went to YYing's house to try whether can borrow one from her or not
mana tau
neither too tight nor lo0k too 'lao yi'
LOL
so i haven solve this problem yet
so don't know next thursday night will go or not

oh ya~that night each class need to present 2 performance
however,my class all very 'bekerjasama' 1
just now no one want to discuss about it when they give the time for us to discuss
LOL
so i don't know my class will perform what in that night
stand on the stage only?LOL

and pity YYng maybe that night will represent my class for prom-Queen
since lay qi and shu ting is the AJK of orientation week
and they say they cannot join it(why??AJK doh not our class students meh??)
so pity YYng la~
LOL

好笑的一天

今天是幾乎所有鈡靈中六生（lower 6)最期待的一天
因爲今天終于不再像上星期及前幾天醬悶了
今天玩station game
而且本來有講座的，可是講師放飛機~
哇哈哈！太感謝他了！

早上，一點完名
回教室去打掃
結果我班沒有打掃到
因爲我們的級任老師說我們的班很乾淨
allah~乾淨個屁啦~
她沒看到抽屜的灰塵有多厚g0k
接著，選班上的秘書及財政
有兩位男同學很乖地自願地說願意當
省去投票決定的時間

接著，到排座位了
老師問我們要一個一個坐還是兩個兩個坐
我無所謂~反正都要轉校了
最後決定，兩個兩個坐
在還沒決定前，我們老師說了一句很好笑+swt的話
因爲老師說如果兩個兩個坐，男生跟女生不可以坐在一起
這時，我們聽見班上有位男生發出很失望的聲音(fatt hao??)
老師便說：“噢什麽？才4個（女生）也不夠你們分啦~”
LOL
當我們女生是什麽？
物品嗎？可以分的哦？

一切搞定后，我們又到毓秀廰去了
講師沒來，由洪老師撐場
接著，合唱團的來招生
看到川豪、潔慧及vickie的男朋友
川豪和潔慧還應觀衆（我們咯）而唱歌
哈哈

接著，休息時間
吃完東西，換衣服for接下來的game
OMG!去到廁所看到還有好多人還沒有換

大概要到10am,ice breaking
哪裏知道，“幸運”的梁小姐卻被呢洪先生壓到腳
受傷了
可憐~
我提議她明天把腳的傷口包得大大的
去嚇那位先生，要他負責~！LOL

遊戲分組，我真幸運
分到跟我最不想同組的人同組！
damn shit!
ice-breaking的時候已經和他同組，
而且又跟他同班！
真是倒霉透了！
還好最后他識相，
在还没有写组员的名字的时候换去别组
呵呵！太好了！

接着，游戏开始！
err...对于游戏，我觉得还好
毕竟只有1星期的准备时间
已经算很好了
虽然有些有点闷
而且有些我没玩到
但也不想玩
哈哈！

玩完了！
换完衣服，大家也都回家了
但是我、YYing、YYng还有SL还没有回
因为接下来要去加入辅导团的interview（我觉得这样很好，不像以前中学是要加入就加入）
我们去食堂医肚子先
然后1点了才过去

他们分了一张纸要我们回答
回答完后就去面试
ehem,对自己面试的表现还满意
但是就是不懂为什么他们都叫YYing、YYng及SL唱歌
就是不叫我唱
>"<
害我在YYing唱的时候还在想自己要唱什么歌 @@"
LOL

面试完后，跟YYing回家
过后去补习
补PA,michael & wong
HAPPY GROUP!
比较喜欢michael
因为他讲话比较生动
反之wong就比较闷=="
第一天的感觉，还不错~
^^

rebina is pink colour 1!?

i was born 18 year ago
but i haven been know that rebina is pink colour 1
until today...
got somebody told me
LOL

today
Pn. Ung let us to watch a video which is about the bad of drugs
in the video got a professor(i think is professor la)
explain about the drugs
all of most
the things that i think most funny 1 is
he said:"i wonder why those people make the pils of drug in pink colour,
i think maybe is malaysian love Rebina."
LOL
REBINA is in pink colour 1!?
why i look it is purple colour 1??
is it i bought wrong d?
or i'm a colour blindness?

恕我無情

最近
看到很多人的部落格裏都有為四川大地震的難民哀悼
大家都說看了很傷心、流淚

然而
我想說的是
我的心裏卻沒有任何感覺
或許是早已看透生命的脆弱
也或許是我的信念
我相信人命早已注定
對於死亡
我已沒任何害怕

對於我來説
一個人如果命不該絕的話
上天一定會想盡辦法讓你繼續生存
就像有好多個難民一樣
雖然已過了救命的黃金時期
但他們卻能夠繼續生存
大家都說奇跡
而我卻認爲
那時他們命不該絕
所以上天讓他們活了下來

死亡
這是大家都會經歷的
不關係到你的年齡
不是說你年輕就不會死
沒有人可以控制你的壽命
就連自己也是（自殺的人例外）
所以
我想
其實大家不應該對“死”這麽避忌

死
對於有些人
是個解脫
與其很痛苦地活在這個世界
倒不如安祥的離去

在此
像對一些因爲天災而犧牲的人
說聲
願你們安息吧！

p/s:雖然是沒有絲毫悲哀，但我還是有人性的，幫助得到的，我還是有幫，哪怕是不到百分之0.1。。。
=="

6th day

same as last week
today also got ceramah
but i feel today not as boring as last week d
maybe is the ceramah not so long time and many

today,Pn. Ung let us to test some personality test
well,i feel not really correct
maybe just about 50% correct only
after that,she asked us to put 1 of our usually use de hand inside pocket and not to use it
walao~damn tired with it
she ask us to use another hand to write and draw
LOL
i just like back to kindergarden d
my handwriting damn UGLY!
other than handwriting ugly,
the hand that put inside pocket was full of sweat!
YUCKS!

after finish draw and write
it's time the orientation week's AJK to talk d
this thursday,orientation day
it's time to PLAY!!
woohoo~finally not so bored d
somemore play water
ehem~i think it's will be fun!wakakakax

next,about the orientation night
which is this saturday night
we have to pay RM25!!
and that night we have to wear formal wear
OMG!i didn't have any formal wear la~
can i just wear a t-shirt to there?
LOL
who can help me to solve the problem??

孤獨迷路了 誰帶它回家？

看到今天的報紙有明天的《大紅花·小太陽》的預告
内容有‘大熊貓愛獨居’

是真的嗎？
或許放在我這是“熊貓”身上是真的吧~

開始覺得
我真的不適合團體生活
孤獨、自閉、孤單 迷路了
我做好心人
收留了它們好久好久
一直都沒有人來認領他們
他們好可憐哦~
誰來帶他們回家？
或許這裡就是他們的家
所以他們一直賴著不走

開始懷疑
我想走媒體這行業
是不是有點不適合？
因爲聽説媒體這行業
需要的是很好的人緣

或許2007年是我最開心的一年
但，爲何當時的我卻不這麽認爲呢？
或許是我不知足吧~
現在回頭看看
我真得很懷念去年的生活
因爲跟今年比起來
我去年的今天
是笑著的
今年的今天呢？
（偷笑）不談了

往事只能回味
雖然有人說
人生就像一場電影
但是，我能在這一刻說"卡！"
然後從新來過嗎？

好了
愛獨居的熊貓
是時候去睡覺了
因爲無論你再多的廢話
你也不會因此從隱性人變成了實物

Pray

yesterday went breakfast with SV and PR
after that we went to Poh Oo Toong
after finish the activity in Poh Oo Toong,
i went lunch with SV and MX
say is eat lunch,
but i just drink water only
LOL

after that went back home adee
about 5pm
went to pray with my mum,brother and his gf
park the car on my grandma last time lived de house
then we walked to 佛總、三慧講堂、李氏中祠、洪福寺&洪福寺旁邊的暹廟
i donate some money for the China earthquake
then people give me a paper to write and hang on the 許願樹
i write 'healthy','good for my study' and 'world peace'!
yeah~!you didn't see wrong...
i really write WORLD PEACE~!
LOL
my brother don't know what to write
and i ask him to write world peace too
haha
well,it's really important what

after that,we went to have our dinner
we went to eat 'bak kut teh' in macalister road
it's quite famous
we wait for a long time
finally~!
yummy!but i not much enjoy it
coz i get stomachache!
coz i eat my breakfast on 9am till 7pm just eat my dinner
didn't my lunch!
oh gosh!damn pain la
no mood to eat pun

but got 1 thing surprise me!
coz on the way back to home,
i really pain till can't say anything
i thought i will suffer it whole night d
SAD
but,when i reached house
i quickly change my pants which a bit tight
amazing thing happen d
i had no pain d
LOL

it must be my pants too tight d
all the promoter that sold the pants de fault!
when i tried the pants,i told her it's a bit tight
then she told me
nevermind 1
it will be ok/suitable after i wash it
well,now i had already wash it d
it's also a bit tight
what you think about it?
what i want to tell her is...
go hell la you!
want earn the money then like this cheat the customer!
damn hate her!

陶瓷娃娃&kimono

今天下午

跟我的媽媽、哥哥、哥哥女友及哥哥的朋友

一起去光明日報旁邊的

孫中山閲讀報社

去看陶瓷娃娃&kimono

本來打算拿相機去拍照的（我、我哥哥及他的朋友）

結果，去到那邊卻看到了這個。。。

allah~swt d

但最後我們還是有得拍照

原因：我們認識做陶瓷娃娃的Hiroko Hirano

hoho~!V(^o^)V

她允許我們拍~

她還講我像日本人~哇卡卡！

爲什麽像日本人呢？

可能是因爲我的單眼皮 ==

那邊有很多個娃娃

但我最愛這個

很可愛厚？

最愛這個！但是它不是陶瓷的。。。

聽説是hiroko桑的朋友送的~

是個布娃娃

前面那個很可愛吧？

我和我媽都說很可愛~

其他娃娃+kimono

真正大的kimono
小的kimono

雙胞胎？

我們在那裏呆了大概1小時++
原因是：我哥和他朋友拍照拍上癮了！
我無聊沒事做

開始自拍+拍他們~

像日本人？lol

我哥的朋友~

別懷疑，他是男的
只是頭髮有點長而已~wakakax
我哥
兩位攝影師
中間那個女的就是Hiroko Hirano

無聊的我開始牽起娃娃的手...XD

大手拉小手

大約5.45pm

我們囘了~

囘之前,

我拍了孫中山的照片 =P

有興趣看的人可以在5月17日至31日之間

10.30am-6pm

可以到中路的孫中山閲讀報社

（光明日報報社旁邊）

如果要拍照的話，

記得問問看Hiroko桑能或不能先哦~

star newspaper的報道：http://thestar.com.my/metro/story.asp?file=/2008/5/15/north/21241637&sec=north

tired

today quite no mood
damn tired
why?
because somethings happened last night
but it's a secret
lol

whole week same programme
bored till die d
but i think today is better than yesterday
because today just have 2 colleges come and have the talk
but still the same
both i didn't have any interest
so still boring also

today had no any special in school
so now i gonna stop here d
BYE~!

生病

今天，我開始生病了。。。
T^T
其實早在幾天前我就有預感會生病了
最近身體都熱熱的
生病了，可是早上我還淋雨+吹冷氣
唉~

今天早上，到學校后去籃球場排隊
等著點名的當兒，天下起雨來~
沒辦法，老師還沒帶我們進小禮堂
而且雨也不是很大，
不想撐傘（我沒那麽大小姐）
所以只好淋雨咯~
aikx

進到小禮堂，
我又和SK及PR去找副校長了
因爲我們的轉校的東西還沒交
交完后，回到小禮堂已經8.30am了

今天又有一個關於汽車的講座~
allah~校方好像很希望男生不要讀f6的感覺
好無聊~
過後又叫大家出去看車的引擎
沒興趣~
但是也好~
我們有時間“高談闊論”

10am-休息
由於生病了，沒有什麽胃口
所以我什麽都沒吃
只喝了一杯豆水。

10.30am
繼續講座~
唉~
這場是由winnie tan講的
她是from ASA的
講了大概1小時15分~
讓我感到很悶
好想睡~
可能是生病了吧~
（allah~什麽都拿生病來當藉口...哈哈！）

接下來，到洪老師講的時候了
她是輔導老師
人很好~很親切
比起那KBL好100倍！
本來是要跟我們講關於課外活動的東西的
可是不知怎麽的卻跑出來了“餅乾”
allah~
最後變成了“談性說愛”講座會
=="

12.45pm-放學咯~
從小禮堂走到大門口
我慢慢地走
竟然需要5-10分鐘！
huh

出到外面，我媽已經在等我了
她說需要到bank一趟
因爲早上我哥要把cheque進到我的account的時候不能
要我去update一下
結果去到那邊，那個人說因爲我太久沒有取錢了
account不active了
要我draw RM1出來才能active囘
lol...draw RM1 from bank!
爲了能進cheque,所以只好乖乖聽話~
那個人叫我們先坐著等一下
不久后，另一個就跟我們講好了
然後還我我的存摺及IC
但是我就是不見我的RM1
=="
就在我媽說要走的時候，我問了一句：“我的RM 1勒？”
還我存摺及IC的那人才說：“oh,sorry.等一下。”
allah~竟然要吃我的RM1!
還是看不起RM 1啊？
duh~
之後搞定后就回家了

pepper=paper!?

last sunday,

got a guy came to my house to collect the 'hantar' newspaper de fees
i paid him the money

and he gave me the receipt

but after that you know i saw?

maybe you won't find out there's what's wrong

now let me tell you...

did you saw it??

PAPER ESTAD~

but,the place i live for 12 years already 1 is PEPPER ESTATE!!

lol

is it the person lazy to write the correct words?

or he really thought the place i live name as PAPER ESTAD?

aikx

f6生活第三天

早上大概7.15am到學校

過後跟SL,SS，SK及LJ去找副校長搞定我們轉去人文科的事情

就這樣

我們的1個小時不見了

而且我也錯過了我班選代班長的機會!

所以我班的代班長是誰我也不知道，

我班有幾個是我認識的我也不知道

T^T

搞定完后，9am了

大家一早就上去小禮堂了（叫什麽名我早已忘了~哈哈！）

當我，SL,SS及SK上去時

才發現沒有椅子了

當場4個人就一直站在那角落

直到紀律老師來爲止

紀律老師帶我們去拿椅子

好遠的感覺

而且好熱！

我們上去的時候是個汽車科技學院的講座（i think so,因爲我前面根本沒有聽到，所以有點mcc）

講了蠻久的感覺

無聊死人~

大概9.50am吧~

終于講完了！

我們也終于有得休息了~

phew~

休息完后，10.30am

again~

另一場講座

由慈濟的師兄師姐主講

關於地球的暖化問題及環保

11am

講完了~

很好！很簡短~

所以不會很無聊

但是呢，校方給他們1小時的時間

所以有半小時是空著讓我們講話的

這時候，那主講人竟然說有一位學生要跟我們分享一些東西

what?@@

一開始說要講笑話，

但第二句竟然講説他覺得不好笑

allah~讓大家boo他罷了

故事開始：

從前，有一只小海龜，因爲剛出世不久，所以對周邊的事物都很好奇。

一天，它在海里遇到了一只看來很奇怪的動物。

於是，它便靠近去問個清楚。

它問：“你好啊~我是小海龜，你講什麽名啊？”

“我叫龍。”

“哦，你好哦！”

就這樣，小海龜也游走了。

100年后，小海龜變老海龜了。

這天，老海龜又遇到龍了。

老海龜覺得很奇怪，爲什麽它已經這麽老了，但龍竟然都沒有變。

老海龜便問：“你好啊，龍！怎麽我都已經變這麽老了，你卻都還沒變啊？”

龍回答：“因爲。。。因爲。。。因爲我是保麗龍！”

allah~swt la~

這是笑話？冷笑話？還是警惕我們的故事呢？

我想都有吧~

好啦~笑話時間過了

又是一場悶得發黴的講座

UTAR的講座~

真的是悶死我了！

可能是我沒興趣吧~

因爲他都在說關於biotechnology的東西

我都沒有在聼，

我在後面拿紙來畫

哈哈！

我的傑作~！哈哈！

大概12.30pm,終于放學了！

太棒了！回家！

Pray for me,please!

today was the 2nd day i in CLHS/f6 life
same as yesterday
today damn bored!

the teachers talk and talk and talk for almost 3 hours!!
and as the students,
we sit at there for 3 hours too!!
damn sleepy
and i think got some of them were fishing...lol

today,we also know our class d
start from tomorrow
we have to queue up according our class d

OMG!physics class were so many people!!
each class got about 32 persons
but
unfortunately
there's just 5 girls in each class
OMG!and my class just got 4 girls only![including me]
after i transfer school,there's only 3 girls...
pity them

i really can't imagine a class only got 4 girls and 28 boys!
i feel very terrible lo~
coz all the guys are very tall
and i too short T^T
they stand beside me and my friend
just like a wall
lol
and most of them we don't know 1...
aikx

just now i feel i damn unlucky!
coz i same class with a guy that i hate the most!
OMG!!!luckily i'm gonna transfer d
now i just pray that i could change to art stream as soon as posibble successfully!
you all also help me to pray k??

供僧法會

剛剛過的星期日（11/5/08）
寶玉堂周日學校主辦供僧法會
他們也邀請北海居士林的過來參與
不用説，我當然是過去幫忙啦~
不然怎麽會那麽了解
説是幫忙，可是我總覺得我根本沒有幫到什麽忙的感覺 lol

早上7點多起身
洗刷后，吃一些東西
然後就出門了
去到那邊已經超過8點半了
哦~我遲到了
但無所謂，沒有人罵我pun。。。哈哈！

我到不久后，PR也到了
只見大家都在忙著做他們的東西
而我也只是幫忙一些瑣碎的事情
因爲我什麽都不懂
由於我太無聊了
所以就拿我的相機出來亂拍

在開陽傘

在等供僧法會開始時

他們也讓信眾們供佛（我不懂是不是稱爲供佛，只是大概而已）

9.30am
北海居士林的人終于來了！



等所有的比丘和比丘尼全都到后
供僧法會開始了

師父們排著隊

給白飯

給果儀[果儀=紅包]

最後，師父給開示完后

整個活動就這樣結束了。

1st day of f6 life

today was the 1st day of my f6 life

6am-wake up
after bath and ate somethings
went out to school
1st,i go union 1st
to get the sign from guru kanan
(but finally didn't use also~allah,waste my time to go back)

after sign it
went to clhs d
just walked in the school
i saw there's a gang of girls stand in front of hall d
i straight walk forward to them
and someone wave her hand to me
but i dunno who is she
until i walked nearer d
i only know that is YYng,Adelyn,Siew Li,Swee Khee and Nittra
lol
i think i should wear spec adee

we stood there for almost half an hour i think
everyone say they are hot hot hot
lol
finally,the hall open d
we can in d
i be the 1st to bring them(means all the girls) in
lol
because nobody dare to walk 1st
i also don't know why

sit inside the hall wait until 9am
allah~why the principal say go before 7.30am wor?
waste our time only
take the time to sleep is better
hahax

9am-finally can start d
the teachers and principal give the talk
then ask us to take a lot of form and go back to fill up
allah~
finally we can break d

go to the canteen
"people mountain people sea"
lol
buy the wan tan mee to eat
i have nothing to say
now i just wanna to say that
i start MISS UNION'S FOODS!

after break(11.15am)
back to hall againz
now is the upper 6 student talk talk talk
select the orientation week AJK
and ask us to be librarian,prefect,monitor and so on
lol

12pm
can go back d lo~
yahoo!
but
i still have to wait to take the form for me to change to art stream 1
so me and some of them wait wait wait
until 1pm just back
aikx

now i'm thinking not to transfer to HEHS d
coz too many ppl (i think i can't in d)
and the hair should cut not over 3cm!
walao!so short
i tot is same with UNION
but it's shorter than that!
nono~
i don't want adee
so now i'm still thinking to change to MBS or SGGS
but i really no idea to which school
==

不懂得如何形容的一天

昨天沒什麽靈感要寫些什麽
所以只寫了普通的日記

今天早上9點半就醒了
因爲我媽要帶我去買中六的校服
過後，大概11點左右出門
買完后，我們就去七條路吃午餐
由於我10點多才吃早餐，
還不餓，所以就只有我媽吃而已

吃完后，我媽就放我到寳譽堂去了
因爲明天是供僧法會
所以今天需要去幫忙清理
到了之後，我跟YYing去長圓素食舘去吃午餐
吃完后，又回去寳譽堂幫忙啦~

兩個不是很高的人爬高高去吊布條~
duh~有點害怕的說
沒辦法，因爲都沒有男將
而且我們倆是最年輕的...hoho
因爲上星期ZQ叫我通知菩提之家的副主席今天安排人來幫忙，
但是，我卻不見他本人
於是就發了封簡訊給他，說他怎麽叫人家來，自己卻沒來~
哈哈！！好像有點雞婆了

過不久，PR和飛魚也來了
而開根師父說要到洪福寺去搬東西過來
我們大大小小總共8個人過去洪福寺
=="有點太大陣仗的感覺
不過那時我們到了洪福寺才發覺到~哈！
無所謂，人多好辦事

辦完我們所需要的過後，
我們又回到寳譽堂去了。
這時，我們看到ZQ在割草
哈哈！！他終于出現了！
原本以爲他會和李先生一起出現
但是，好像沒見到李先生哦~
於是，我有發揮了熊貓的雞婆功力
發一封簡訊給李先生
問他沒有人叫他來幫忙嗎？

過後，我也不管他了
繼續工作~
抹干YYing&PR洗的盤子
allah，有點太多的說~lol
過了很久，我的電話突然響了
聼一聼ringtone,知道是封簡訊
開起來看“睡過頭 = =現在去”
allah~幾點了？都已經下午4點了耶！
可能李先生昨晚去偷雞了，
今天早上才睡覺~哈！
（有點太會想象）

經過了好久一段時間，大家都不見他抵達
飛魚就開始說:“他應該是搭火車來，可能是火車出軌了，所以醬久了還沒到。”
lol
真的是有夠久的~
原因是：他搭bus來，好像是等很久bus都沒來。lol
過後不久，他說他到komtar了。
可是，他還是很久了還沒到寳譽堂。
我們都在想可能是在komtar又等不到bus來這裡了吧~
最後，ZQ就說要不要他去載他？
要我們打電話，可是好像都沒有人要打的感覺
算了~我就大發慈悲吧~

打給他，通了，我就放擴音，打算讓大家跟他講話
結果~
那白癡的ZQ把我整個電話拿靠著耳朵講了
他最白癡的是
當他講完后，我問他:“你幹嘛整個拿去講啊？我都放擴音了。”
他回答：“啊？是咩？我都不知道。”
=="...allah~真懷疑他的耳朵是不是有問題
明明就醬大聲，可能時耳屎很久沒挖了~哈哈！

過後不久，大概5點多快6點了
李先生終于到達了！
恭喜恭喜！
不過，他到不久
我就囘了
lol
人家要囘了他才到~

回到家，熨完我新買的校服
it's time to online againz!
lol
就這樣，我就online到現在了

ma huan!!!

11am,my house phone rang
pick up
"wei"
o~is YYng
she told me that
1 of my friend told her that we need to photocopy our IC,sijil kelahiran and SPM result
then go back to UHS to sign
so that it disahkan
allah~
so late d just tell me
my sijil kelahiran kept by my mum
and she already went to work!
i can't do anything
some more i also didn't have transport also

so,i decide tomorrow just back to sign
but
today already friday!
tomorrow is saturday already
don't know tomorrow got people can sign for me or not
then i asked my junior
then she say tomorrow no coco
what i guess is right 1
because they now i think already in exam
sure no coco 1

what to do?
aikx
i have to wait until monday just can sign it d
so,monday i'll go 2 school
go to UHS before go to CLHS
aikx

that's what i worried today's morning
ALLAH~

and now
another problem appear d
the surat tawaran write the time of register is 9am
but got 1 of my friend go ask CLHS's principal
and the principal told her
monday we have to reach there before 7.30am!!
what!?
the paper not write 9am 1 meh?
how come is 7.30am 1??
why like that eh leh?
ALLAH~
so,what time i should go?
aikx

today whole worry about those form 6 things can d
why f6 so ma huan 1??
aikx

彩虹眼淚

今天來分享一首歌吧
那就是sweety的《彩虹眼淚》
我最近很喜歡這首歌
可能是符合我的心情吧

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他总是不了解
我那些假装的无所谓
关于那些是是非非
爱的疲惫又有谁能陪

我总不够坚决
才会在爱里面绕圈圈
我学的会口是心非
不要流泪

天上的眼泪
他好像懂我的心碎
懂得轻轻给我一些安慰
我们应该要了解
伤了心有种爱的美

天上的彩虹
总出现在天晴雨过
我已经懂得轻轻的放手
就算我觉得难过
你会在我身边守候
陪我一起去看彩虹

你总是不自觉
才会在爱里面绕圈圈
让他去飞
流过泪水才能学会

天上的眼泪
他好像懂我的心碎
懂得轻轻给我一些安慰
我们应该要了解
伤了心有种爱的美

天上的彩虹
总出现在天晴雨过
我已经懂得轻轻的放手
就算我觉得难过
你会在我身边守候
陪我一起去看彩虹

擦干泪水 擦干了成长的泪水
搭上地铁 搭上了幸福的地铁
远方有个声音 那一定会是你

天上的眼泪
他好像懂我的心碎
懂得轻轻给我一些安慰
我们应该要了解
伤了心有种爱的美

天上的彩虹
总出现在天晴雨过
我已经懂得轻轻的放手
就算我觉得难过
你会在我身边守候
陪我一起去看彩虹

I'm just 18

same as yesterday
today i whole day stay in home
aikx
damn sien
but damn relax and free

againz,
today i also watch the drama
now already episode 11 d
left 5 episodes only
i think tomorrow i'll finish it d
lolx
3 days finish 1 drama

today i receive 2 call for survey
i think both are same 1
because both call also wanna survey the people who above 25 years old 1
but the different is
the 1st call de man is more clever than the 2nd call de girl
lolx

the 1st call de man ask my age before asked me the question
when he heard i say i'm 18
then he say:"o,haha.Ok,then your house got any 25 above 1?"
"no."
"then nevermind d.because i need above 25 years old 1.Thank you."
"welcome."

lolx
he's smart
know to ask the age 1st

then after few hours
another call come d
is a girl
say a lot of things
all bla bla bla together
until i don't know what she talking about
i keep answering her "yes?yes?yes?sorry,I don't understand what you talking about"
lol
then she ask me:"chinese ok?"
"yea~ok!"
then she start asking all the questions
such as "do you got credit card?buy insurance?loan?and bla bla bla~"
i all answer "no"
i keep laughing when answering her questions
my mum though i mad d
lolx

then i think she get shock already
after she talking to me few minutes d just ask me how old i am
and i tell her...
i'm 18!
hahax
she keep laughing
then say sorry to me because she same as just now that guy 1
she want to interview the person who above 25 years old 1
lol

don't know is she waste my time or i waste her time
actually before she ask me those questions
i already decide to tell her i'm just 18
but,she keep bla bla bla a lot of things
until i have no chance to tell her
=="

anyway,it's good also~
entertain me and break my boring dayz
haha

因爲你

因爲你 讓我覺得好心痛

因爲你 讓我覺得我真傻
因爲你 讓我覺得我好笨
因爲你 讓我覺得我好累

因爲你...

因爲你...

我不想再因爲你了

如果可以

我想忘你

但我知道

我辦不到

就像現在的我

開始想念你了

想發一封簡訊

給我想念的你

但我還是不發了

因爲我對自己說

我說過要忘了你

你的那句話

讓我好痛心

我真想不到

你會說出它

或許是我想太多

幻想了太多東西

把一切想得太好

好到都快飛上天

卻被你狠心拉下

跌下來受了重傷

這傷要多久才好我不知道

希望時間會幫助我忘掉它

但我更希望是你來安慰我

爲什麽 你會對我如此殘忍

爲什麽 我把你當成好朋友

爲什麽 你把我當成個傻瓜

爲什麽 我現在真的不知道

doing nothing

today
i whole day doing nothing
except bath,eat and watching drama

i watch 櫻野3加1 in youtube
lolx
i know many of you will think that 8tv have the show
but why i still watch it in youtube?

because hor
in youtube i can sekali gus watch as many episode as i can
but in 8tv
everyday just 1 hour only
no sy0k
hahax

just now i also got clean up my room
but just for 1 hour nia
because my heart always fly to drama
haha
so
my room till now still very messy
>"<
tmr i should clean up it all!!!
gambateh!!

把握機會

看了標題
覺得我想要寫些什麽呢？
是要大家把握機會
別等到以後才後悔嗎？

哈哈！
那你就錯了
我純粹只是把握我的時間
找多點機會
來多寫一些東西在這邊
因爲就要開學啦
我不知道開學后自己還會這麽有空的在這邊寫東東嗎

從我開始這邊以來
我幾乎每一天都寫2篇
[除了5月3日...aikx!>"<]
1個英語
1個華語
我不知道自己能夠繼續多久
因爲對於寫blog
本人是3分鐘熱度的
[有時真的是沒有什麽東西好寫嘛]

只是最近不知道爲什麽這麽有東西寫
哈哈！
可能是沒事做
很有時間想吧

其實
我發覺我每次寫的東西都很長咯
讀了會不會很累贅啊？

還是因爲我一直都在按enter
有時候一行才1、2個字
所以才覺得文章很長

anyway,我要stop了
不然
又再像前幾個文章那樣長了
哈哈！

no mood dayz

today
I go back to my secondary with 2 YY [lolx]
we go back to take the f6 letter
unfortunately
our 2nd principal told us
we have to print it out ourselves!
WTH

allah!
waste our time to go back nia
all also the staff in the office la
told YY say that can get letter in school

well,
we met joanne and silvia
joanne was also go back to get f6 letter 1
while silvia was accompany her

after that,
me and 1 of the YY back to her house
because i have nobody can fetch me back

then we tried went to settle our transfer school de things
but
nothing we can do yet
we have to wait until form 6 school start
means we still have to wait for about 1 week
aikx

after that
YY's mum drop me at Prangin mall

3pm-start my lonely time in Prangin mall
recently always go there
nothing for me to buy
and i have go there for 3 or 4 years d!
damn boring to go there
but what can i do?
nobody can fetch me back
even if i take bus back
i have no key to get in my house
aikx

I have no place to go
and since i feel a bit faint
[because of sit car,but not YY's mum driving got problem,is my own problem,i will feel faint when sit car...lolx]
and a bit miss Mc D's nugget[long time din eat d]
then i go Mc D eat lo~
lolx

in Mc D
i saw few pairs couple
many students with school uniform
few gang of ppl at there chit chat while eating
and some is same like me--alone
lolx
so boring leh?go see so much
because i really feel damn boring ma
somemore got a guy say he in prangin mall
but dun wan reply my messageS
[lolx...i really sent many messages to him,but he din reply me]
don't know is it with girl girl

ehem
whatever~
not my business anymore
since he say HE JUST REPLY HIS FRIEND'S MESSAGE!
what the hell?it's damn hurt me!
i take him as my good friend
but then he say so to me!
go eat shit la you!!!
make me damn bad mood now!!!
（but correct also,i nearly forget he is also under 1 of the member of know my name de stranger)
(i think i shouldn't have hope to him)

well,me in Mc D for almost 40 minutes
because nothing to do
ate slowly
and i'm very full!!
coz 1pm i jz ate my lunch in YY's house
but i still finish it all~
lolx
that's why so fat
hahax

then i went to walk and walk and walk
no any direction eh walk
then walk to popular
inside the popular also walk and walk and walk
see this and that
but didn't buy it
then i start to read the novel there
i don't know how long time i stand at there

finally
i look at my watch
o~it's time my mum back to home d!
i can call her come and fetch me d
finally i can back to my home d
so touch~T^T
i bought the novel that i read[since it just cost RM2.90 only =="]
then
i back home d lo~

oh yea~
i met vicky while i wait for my mom too
her hair so long
until i thought she didn't study in union anymore
lolx

原來我鄰居醬出名

我家的這一排幾乎都是小販

5间裏面

3间都是小販

如圖：

做了10多年的鄰居

我到現在才知道

原來隔壁賣laksa的是醬出名的

其實

我以前有聼過我媽媽說他們的laksa蠻出名的

但是

我以爲只是還可以的那種

結果

原來真得很出名

出名到有幾個我遊覽過的介紹檳城的blog都有介紹

而某某論壇裏面討論laksa的帖也有人講好吃~

他們就在檳華對面的

金園茶餐室

裏面賣laksa

他們以前是在靠近gurney那邊賣的

不知你吃過嗎？

呵呵！

說起他們

我覺得他們人好好哦~

全家人都很親切~

兒子蠻帥的（我蠻久沒看到他了）

女兒們又很美

以前有時候他們賣不完

laksa/春卷/菜粿

還會送給我們吃

哈哈！

有口福

不過最近應該生意很好

因爲都沒有laksa及春卷吃了

T.T

嗚嗚~

只有菜粿而已

而我又不大喜歡吃菜粿

所以每次他們給我都沒有吃

很想跟auntie講

auntie，

我很想念你的laksa和春卷

可以給我嗎？

哈哈！

貪吃的熊貓

Lame Tag Game

Tag by synjie againz
lolx

What was i doing 10 years ago(1998)？
1.studying standard 2
2.be a prefect in school
3.sleep
4.bath
5.eat

5 things on my to-do list today
1.bath
2.eat
3.online
4.watch drama
5.sleep

5 snack i enjoy
1.MARS chocolate（recently just love it 1...last time i didn't like eat chocalate 1）
2.sweets with flavour of mint
3.rocky
4.horlick
5.McD

5 things i would do if i were a bilionaire
1.go travel (TAIWAN)
2.help those people who need help
3.go study the course (mass com) that i wish to study but not f6
4.buy the artist album that i like
5.beauty up myself...lolx

5 of my bad habits
1.i won't do the things that people force me to do
2.although know it's a bad habit,but i still don't want to change(coz i want to have my own style what)
3.make my room very messy
4.like to say 'wait' to my mum
5.sometimes forget to do the things that people ask me to do

5 place i have lived
1.Perak road
2.now de house lo
3.in san ming primary school =D
4.in han chiang college =P
5.in li teik primary school XD

5 jobs i've had
1.student in primary school
2.student in secondary school
3.prefect and monitor
4.promoter
5.good daughter =D

5 people i tag
1.Angeline
2.Jess loo
3.lao lang phine
4.Happy
5.Pei Lyn

知道名字的陌生人

曾經
你們說
這是我們大家的第二個家
第二個家是個大家庭
我們都是兄弟姐妹

但現在
這是還是以前的第二個家嗎？
對于有些的你們來說
那或許是
但對我來說
那已經沒有了以前的那個家的感覺了
爲什麽？
是因爲我去年都沒參與你們的活動？
我不知道
對於這個家
我越來越陌生了

或許
是天在告訴我
是時候離開了

無可否認
有時候跟你們在一起時
是有歡笑
但
那都只是那一刻而已
而且
笑
是因爲可笑的笑
不是快樂的笑

其實這個感覺我前一陣子已經有感覺到了
本來今天YY沒有去
我是不想去的
但是
因爲自己沒有去看過
所以就去看看咯~

原本以爲會改變我前一陣子對這個家的感覺
結果
這個感覺也是沒有改變

我感覺
今天的我
是一個人的
就像是個透明人的感覺
連我認爲比較熟的那位也不大睬我

到底是怎麽了？
以前不是說大家都是兄弟姐妹的嗎？
這個家到底怎麽了？
這個家生病了嗎？

其實
是不是只有我有這個感覺呢？
還是其實比我大一點點的哥哥姐姐也有感覺到了呢？
因爲
我都沒有看到你們出席這個家的活動了

你們大家都很親切
大家都以爸、兒子、女兒相稱
那我呢？
我不是誰誰誰的女兒
也不是什麽誰誰誰的愛人（玩玩的那種）
我在這個家裏算是什麽？

而我對這個家的感覺又是什麽？
我對這個家的感覺就是
越來越陌生的家

我
只是你們知道名字的陌生人

對！
就是陌生人

陌生人
是時候離開這陌生的地方及陌生的家了

my 1st time

today I went to watch drama competition
it was my 1st time went to watch drama competition
say the truth,quite nice~

1st group-Penang Chinese Girl High School 1
err...at 1st i don't know what they acting
but finally i understand d
their story is something about earth & environment 1

2nd group-Phor Tay High School
i think their performance only OK nia~
they story-simply
the actress-not very well,some forget their words 1

3rd group-稅関村(a school in butterworth)
they story damn touch ppl
and the actor&actress also done very well~
especially the 女主角
i like her

4th group-CLHS
they story quite ok
i think at least ok than Phor Tay 1
the actor of the daddy damn funny!!
and his style make all of us think he got a bit same like Benji
hahax!

5th-HEHS
actually their story i not much understand lo
i feel that look like blur blur eh
so i don't have anything to say about it

6th-han chiang high school
not just their 道具 very nice
but their actors & actress also
congratez to zi chen & his sister!
but their story...
really make me feel that is copy 小盈瀛 case
their sound system got a bit 刺耳
until scare dio Benji's sister
lolx

7th group-CHCHS
they story i also think it is ok nia
but the 5福 damn cute!
lolx

today i met many ppl in there too!
i saw Sebastian,Marcus,HenSon Chin,
Kit zai,Jess loo,Lay Yin,
Pn. Chee(my secondary school Chinese Teacher),
Pei Fei,潔盈,潔瑩姐 and Rabbit koko(燿翔哥）

most ho chio eh is
HenSon Chin just sit at the beside eh in front of me
but i didn't go say 'hi' to him
because i think he don't know me
避免尷尬~
hahax

愛與被愛

有人說愛是痛苦的

被愛是幸福的
你同意嗎？

如果讓你選擇
愛 或 被愛
你會選擇什麽？

是痛苦的愛著哪個不愛你的人呢？
或幸福的被愛著？


能夠愛著你的伴侶（你愛的人）是幸福的
然而如果愛不到
也別傷心

雖然他/她不愛你
但是你還是可以愛著他/她
很多人在向他們喜歡的人告白失敗后
都會很傷心
因爲對方不接受自己的愛

但是你有沒有想過
如果你愛的人不愛你
就算他/她答應了你
你也只是愛著一個不愛你的人
所以
別對你喜歡的人說
“我們嘗試看看吧，可以嗎？”

剛開始或許你可以說：
“無所謂，我會努力的，總有一天我會讓你喜歡上我的”

但時間久了
他/她還是不愛你
到最後還是分了

可能分了以後
你還會怨恨他/她
說他/她玩弄你的感情
這樣的結局
這樣的愛情
是你要的嗎？

愛就是愛
不愛就是不愛
感情是不能勉強的
有時候默默的愛著你愛的人
或許也是個幸福的一件事

被別人愛著的人呢
你是幸福的
但
最好是別玩弄人家的感情
如果真的不愛他/她
就別傷害他/她
最好是一開始就跟對方講清楚
別開始了沒多久后
才說對對方沒感覺
說分手

別説你一開始怕拒絕他/她
會使他/她傷心難過
傷害到他/她
那一切都只是個藉口

從沒開始過就結束的戀情
與開始過沒多久就結束的戀情
兩者給你選
你選哪個？
我相信兩者都沒人要選
但如果死硬要選一個呢？

從沒開始過就結束的戀情=一開始就沒有期望及希望=[最後是傷心+沒太大的失望]
開始過沒多久就結束的戀情=有了期望及希望=[最後是大大的傷心+失望]
你選擇哪個？

別把別人對你的好當作是理所當然的事
也別因爲他/她喜歡或愛你
而利用人家

要是你愛的人
也是愛你的人
那你是幸福的
兩個相愛的人能夠在一起是件不容易的事
所以
一定要好好珍惜這得來不易的感情
不要把它當成一個遊戲

[最後，謝謝你肯花費你的寶貴時間來看一個沒戀愛過的熊貓分析“愛和被愛”]

[allah~是不是快暈倒啦？]

Harlox

Halo everybody
I'm new here
but this not my 1st blog = ="
lolx

My 1st blog
ehem
long time didn't use it d
is in a forum 1
2nd 1(wretch)-still using
3rd 1(multiply)-long time didn't update adee
now this my 4th blog

allah~
use so many
just like siao lang
but now i syok leh~
what you want?
lolx

recently quite boring
nothing to do
(actually got,just I lazy to do it only)
almost whole day sit in front of computer since I wake up(except i go out)

and recently also got many mood to write blog
I don't know why also~
lolx

now I'm trying my best to use PROPER english to write my blog
lolx
because my english is BAD BAD BAD!!!
know what I get in my GCE-O?
I get 7D!!
what the hell
all of my friends I think at least also get A2 1 leh
but me...
aikx
sobx sobx


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Wee~
finish my 1st articles d
lolx
goodnight!
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my old friend-Angeline!