20090831

敗家日

今天是國慶日,也是公共假期。
我跟YY去prangin mall 血拼。
其實是只有我,她是陪我的。
謝謝哦~!
我今天買了5件衣,1雙包鞋,鉛筆盒 & 一些課業需要的文具

好久沒有買衣服了
每天穿的衣服都被我穿爛了
沒有1年,也有半年了
鞋子,半年也被我穿爛了

很驚訝的是
我一個小時多久買了5件T-shirt!
破紀錄!
我每次跟我媽新年去買衣服有時候走了一整天,一件都沒買
其實我本來只要買3件就停了,因爲我還要買鞋子
結果看到2件T-shirt,覺得好便宜~
結果就買了 >"<
被YY講我今天是去敗家的
其實我也有點覺得啦~
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!
媽給我RM100去買
結果我買超過RM100
佩服我自己 ==
買完全部,錢包瘦了
挖哈哈哈

不過現在良心有點過不去
因爲錢不是自己賺來的
我花了以後會覺得心很不安
好像有什麽卡住 Orz

20090824

Report my result?

No,I'm not gonna...
It seems like quite a good result for some of my coursemates
but
NOT
ME!

I'm not satisfied for it!
especially Basic News Writing and Graphic Design!
how come will be like that??

get a bad result for PR (for me)
but I've got ready for it before I get know the result
so I didn't sad for it.
Maybe next time I should try to understand it for the assignments so that I can get a good result for assignment to help me,but not just simply done it and pass it up or rely on the coursemate will done it as well.

However, I was surprised with my sociology's result
I didn't put much effort for it
but the result come out is the best among the subjects
**wee**
I still remember I only study it on the night before the exam
p/s: is NIGHT!
I didn't memorise anything
I just try to understand it and bla it myself when the exam


Just take it as a lesson?
NO
because I know what's wrong
but I can't change anything for it
or if you know got anything can enlarge my brain to memorise all the things?
LOL

For those got final exam's subjects,
I did well for assignments (except PR)
but I'm worse in memorise
hence, it make me bad in the final exam and cause the grade drop!

For graphic design,
well,art didn't have the standard for the marking
maybe myself think it's nice,but not to the lecturer
so...couldn't blame much

SO...WHAT CAN I DO?
I guess nothing
I wonder whether is I over estimate myself
or I give myself too much pressure?

20090823

新學期到咯~

笨蛋的我
今天才知道怎樣set繁體字
而且是無意閒發現的
我還一直以爲不能set繁體字的
==
請原諒笨蛋的我

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今天最後一天假期了
也是我最後一天無所事事的呆在家裏了
**wee**

3個星期的假期

-去了PJ,Genting,Cameron
-看完《烈火雄心3》,《仁心解碼》,《王老虎娶親》,《鬼靈精探》
-睡覺
-吃東西
-洗澡
-上網

好像都沒了 ==

明天是新學期的開始
明天也會知道我努力了4個月的結果
希望成績不會很難看
最怕的還是PR的
希望它不要破我的記錄
我希望它能夠above C+
但是呢
感覺很難
>"<

新學期
我希望
`一切順利
`不要遇到爛groupmate(但基本上應該不會,因爲我沒有打算換組員)
`遇到好的lecturer
`過得充實
`高高興興地度過
`壓力不要太大!!!

20090822

I miss XXXXXXX

Just read a post from Ming Ming's blog
It's about her hdx 1

yeah~
it make me think back my last time de HD too
erm...long time didn't chat with him d
actually yesterday got chat with him
but just 'Hi' 'How are you'
then our conversation end
=="

Well,I miss the time when we just know each other
actually not just him
is every friend that I know
most of the friend that I know were very close and can chat anything happily when we just know each other

however,time flies
environment changed
everyone changed
everything changed
friendship also changed
all end up with less contact
and also no more topic to chat
(that's why I believe that NOTHING WILL BE FOREVER)

after graduated from secondary school
I less contact with anyone
no topic to chat also
few months come out together once
everytime the topic??
ans:CLHS F6 students' gossip
some I even don't know them =="

Now those who I always chat with are friends in college
I wonder after I graduate from college
who still I contact?

14/8-17/8

迟了很久才来update =.=
对不起~
前几天都没有心情update
其实现在也没有什么心情~
LOL

14/8-17/8 到PJ,Genting,Cameron去~
我活了19年半来的第一次全家旅行 ^^

14/8/2009 (PJ)
9点多从家里出发
一路闷闷闷~
这次旅行我又带Teddy去了~
(为什么带它去?去热浪岛的那篇有提起)
在车上自拍
其实我想只是拍Teddy的
可是...技术不好~连自己也被拍进 =="

Teddy:坐车记得要系安全带哦~~^O^

大概2点抵达Petaling Jaya
-去载二哥
-check in Hotel
-去The Curve的Kim Gary吃
(因为二哥生日就是隔天,有voucher for birthday 50% ^^)
-在IKEA走走
-回Hotel休息
-晚上到Ming Tian吃~


15/8/2009 (still PJ)
二哥生日
-大概9点多去吃早餐
-回Hotel准备(不是我,是我二哥+爸+妈)
-11点多出发到UM
-在素食摊吃~满好吃的
-从1点多开始等
大概接近5点
=="
只有我爸妈能进Dewan看
我、大哥、大嫂在UM里浪费时间
大哥还做了‘superman’
趴着睡
=.=

典礼结束
毕业生party time??
拍照+被学弟妹丢
听说被丢是UM独有罢了
O.O

大概6点多回Hotel休息
过后又出去吃晚餐了
之后回hotel休息~


16/8/2009 (Genting)
忘记几点往Genting出发
也忘了几点抵达
(老了,对不起)
应该是大概1点抵达?
大概4点才check in
=="
超多人的
亏那天还是星期天
等的期间我们去吃东西、随便逛逛
check in了
大家丢我一个在房间
因为。。。
我不能进Casino
一个人也不知道又什么好逛
结果留在房间
看戏+上一下下网+看电视机+自拍


可怜的我和Teddy
被大家遗留在房间
T.T

17/8/2009 (Cameron)
9点多Check out
Say bye bye to Genting
Say Hi to Cameron~
从一个山头下来
又上另一个山
从Pahang到Perak
又从Perak到Pahang
LOL

其实我们也只是去绕一圈而已
因为我爸没有去过
我们只有在其中一个Cameron Valley起来看看
然后拍照




笨蛋

还有我爸妈的
懒惰upload上来
LOL

吃完午餐
买完蔬菜
启程回家
路途中在Ipoh停下来吃芽菜鸡
回到家大概9点
^^

-终-

20090810

1 week past~wee ^^

Holiday 3 weeks
now already past 1 week d
I had stay at home for 1 week
I had watched dramaS for whole week to kill my times
Orz

almost 2 days finished 1 drama
LOL
I had watched "A Great Way to Care","Burning Flame 3","A Bride For A Ride"

Burning Flame 3
Actually I didn't like to watch this drama
but no other dramas for me to watch d
and it is the latest drama
quite bored with it
except the part when got Bosco ^^

A Bride For A Ride
This drama is funny
A Great Way to Care
Well, I like this drama very much!!!
I'm thinking if this drama coming out and I had watched it when I was in form 5
will I change my mind to choose to study Psychiatry but not Mass Comm?=]
Anyway, anyone got any nice drama to intro me??

20090809

没了“原我”

才发现
原来我开始把自己的心上锁
不让别人知道我的东西


真的很对不起我最好的朋友
我对她撒谎了
我说没有,其实是有那么一点点
因为我的潜意识在告诉我不可以
所以自然的我都会说没有


在读这篇文章的你,不知道我在说什么?
呵呵
没关系
那位朋友知道就好
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我越来越不喜欢到这里写blog
因为我知道有一些朋友知道这里
偶尔都会到这里来看
偏偏我的个性就是不喜欢被人看透
所以我都不会在别人面前表现出“原我”


人格结构理论-弗洛伊德认为人格结构由本我、自我、超我三部分组成。

  本我即原我,是指原始的自己,包含生存所需的基本欲望、冲动和生命力。本我是一切心理能量之源,本我按快乐原则行事,它不理会社会道德、外在的行为规范,它唯一的要求是获得快乐,避免痛苦,本我的目标乃是求得个体的舒适,生存及繁殖,它是无意识的,不被个体所觉察。

  自我,其德文原意即是指“自己”,是自己可意识到的执行思考、感觉、判断或记忆的部分,自我的机能是寻求“本我”冲动得以满足,而同时保护整个机体不受伤害,它遵循的是“现实原则”,为本我服务。

  超我,是人格结构中代表理想的部分,它是个体在成长过程中通过内化道德规范,内化社会及文化环境的价值观念而形成,其机能主要在监督、批判及管束自己的行为,超我的特点是追求完美,所以它与本我一样是非现实的,超我大部分也是无意识的,超我要求自我按社会可接受的方式去满足本我,它所遵循的是“道德原则”。


我都会选择在部落格表现出“一些”“原我”
(别怀疑,真的是一些,因为我还是怕被人知道我的blog,把我看透透)
但是,那可能会跟平时的我有些不同
别人读了可能会觉得我跟有些人一样都很假
其实我没有
我承认我很在乎别人对我的看法
我也不知道怎样改
所以,算了吧~
(别告诉我“做自己就好,不用理别人怎么样看你”,这我老早就知道~)


我还是做自己~
不过只是少了“原我” =]

20090802

A song



妳手中的感情線 是不肯洩露的天機
那也許是我一生 不能去的禁區

我到底在不在妳掌心 還是只在夢境中紮營
在茫茫的天和地 尋覓一場未知的感情

愛上妳 是不是天生的宿命
深夜裡 夢裡總都是妳倩影
而心痛是妳給我的無期徒刑

攤開你的掌心 讓我看看妳 玄之又玄的秘密
看看裡面是不是真的有我有妳

攤開妳的掌心 握緊我的愛情 不要如此用力
這樣會握痛握碎我的心 也割破妳的掌妳的心

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It's an old song
I listened it N-years ago
but never go see the lyrics before
until today morning I listened it from AiFM
then only I listened carefully the lyrics

Surprisingly
The lyrics was writing what I feel now~