new handphone

last friday get my new handphone
because of it
i lost the chance to see my RYNN LIM
T^T

here's my new phone-SE K770i

you will see it blur
coz there's a cover protecter
lolx

my camera is in the phone's screen
lolx

my watch is at the table

my sport shoe is there too

well,this post got nothing to say
just...
wanna say...
I GET MY NEW PHONE D!!
XD

誰給我依靠？

近來的天氣陰晴不定
就像我的心情
一下子不錯
一下子卻很down
有時甚至還會不經意地自己流淚

最近想很多事情
搞的自己很沒心情
別告訴我別想太多
因爲我認爲是我自己該想想問題出在哪裏的時候了

最近很累
累得很想倒下
累得很想離開這世界
想找個人來依靠
卻找不到
我想要依靠的人不想給我依靠
我又有何辦法？

最近好友一直告訴我她與她的笨笨的事情
雖然他們還沒成一對
但我覺得他們很甜蜜
我很羡慕
[祝你們早點成一對~阿笨笨啊~不要在笨下去了啦~]

是我個性有問題？
爲什麽都沒有人會想要靠近我？
我的外貌只是丑了一些
可是應該沒有距離感吧？

爲什麽身邊的朋友伴侶換了一個又一個
爲什麽他們能夠這麽輕易的就找到？
而我呢？
是我太man了嗎？
還是太堅強？
太男生？
搞的男生們都把我當兄弟
沒人把我當女生看待
沒人對我有想要保護的感覺

我和燕瑩曾一起討論過
其實外表看起來越堅強的人
其實心裏越脆弱
越需要人關心
而我
也是其中一個
但很可惜
卻沒有人看出來

好累
我真的好累
誰來給我依靠？
我快倒了
快崩潰了
好無奈

我只想要有人關心我
這希望
奢侈嗎？

lazyness kill me

recently damn lazy to update my blog
but I think nevermind
because I don't think got anyone come and read it
lolx

finally gonna finish lot of assignmentS and this semester
now only left visual communication's assignment only
phew~
but gonna face my final exam soon
left 2 weeks++ only
but I didn't do any revision yet
T^T
gonna die d!

recently quite moody
my mood is grey and black
some more sick for almost 1 month d!
yesterday can't endured already
finally go see doctor
get some medicines
luckily just only 1 type of medicine is bitter
=[

human comm presentation

今天是human comm 的 presentation
做了好久，終于要交上去了！



這是我們第2次穿formal wear來做presentation
Present完了，當然拍照作紀念咯~
但是，我一present完就換衣了
剩下groupmates還沒換
所以就只有拍他們咯~


帥哥們~lolxz


上完課，我、hoong & Ah Yao 一起做visual comm的assignment
首先我們先到恆毅附近買manila card
過後去附近的茶室吃早餐
之後本來是要囘college做assignment的
結果我們到McD去做
遇到了燕瑩、映穎

1.45pm-囘college
上英文課
愛睡死我~

4pm回家

5.30pm小睡一下

7pm醒

7.30pm到sunrise mcD
本來是要讀書的
因爲明天有考試
可是，我感覺我什麽都沒讀到
囧rz


10.30pm回家

Yao's birthday

today english class 1pm-2pm

after class
we went to gurney-redbox
celebrate Yao's 18 birthday
hmmmxz
we quite long time din go out d
[coz of the suck timetable]

me,Ah Yih and Ah Yao went booked room 1st
unfortunately, the worker told us that 4pm room already full booking
she asked us whether wanna wait and see whether got ppl cancel their booking
or else book for 5pm room
if 5pmm,we jz need to add on RM10 then can eat lunch and sing till 9pm
oh well,9pm might be too late d
coz Ah Shin & Hoong wanna back to BM
Ah Yao don't know his sis allow or not
Ah Wei tonight got performance
so,we wait for the 4pm room

after book
we went to walked around
there were many people today
i don't know the reason
maybe...coz of new wing open today??
coz today is last day of school day??
many students lepak after school

met Chee Hoo at outside of cinema
met Elaine,Yi Wen,Jin Keat,Ying Chong,Jewel in Redbox
had a conversation with Chee Hoo and Jewel

4.10pm-got room d!
sing till 7pm-back!

finally,HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Ah Yao didi~
XD
sweet 18 to him~

不聰明

我
不是個聰明的人

從以前
到
現在

但是
卻總被有些人說
我聰明
[是真的]

其實我很討厭人家說我聰明！
因爲我並不是真的如此

如果你說我數學好
那我或許還會高興
因爲
我從小就對數學有興趣
而且自認真的算還不錯~

但是
對於同學
只要人家說我聰明
我就很討厭

不知怎麽的
我總覺得那都是在“酸”我

今天
我做了件“假聰明”的事
[micro tutorial class的練習抄senior的答案]
雖然不是第一次了
可是
今天卻開始覺得很討厭自己
因爲聽到有一個問我答案的人對別人說：“她很聰明的。”
[她=我]

對不起
我不是真的聰明
那不是我的答案
我真的不聰明

sick

last few days got a bit fever
today got a bit recover d
body not so hot d
BUT
start cough d!!!
GOD!!

recently many people sick lo~
my dad,bro and even my son also
=="
haiz

today english class cancel
so i no need to go to college
whole stay in home and in front of pc
finding idea for visual comm assignment
we need to plan a tv commercial to promote a product
need 24 frames!!!
omg!need a quite long story
too simple is not enough for 24 frames
last night discussed with my groupmates through msn till 1am
will continue discuss it on monday~

阿飄~~>"<

今天我只上了microeconomics & visual comm的lecture class
下午的microeconomics tutorial class我沒去
回家睡覺~
因爲
病了！！！
我感覺是發燒+一點點的感冒[鼻塞]
可是我爸說沒有發燒
=="
明天不去考MUET speaking了
同樣的
星期六也不去考了~

回家后就睡睡睡~
從2點多睡到7點多才醒！
哈哈！
要不是我媽吵我醒
我可以直接睡到明天才醒呢~

醒來后，online
吃東西~
到Lcorner去看看
忽然，看到了“韓江奇聞”
什麽東東啊？
讀完后
OMG!!!
嚇到我了！

因爲有人大概2pm++，快接近3pm的時候
在studio裏看到阿飄~
而且還嚇到哭！
這還不用緊
她看到的地方是editing room
剛才我們12pm++才到tea room去~
before我們等那馬來婆開tea room的門
我們還看進去editing room!O.O
[studio在editing room旁邊，editing room在tea room旁邊]
[which means editing room 在中間]
這還不用緊
我過後想到。。。
我在tea room的時候還亂亂講話！！
我說了“XX很像鬼咯~剛才嚇到我了~”
OMG!!!
不會怎樣吧？？
T^T
阿彌陀佛！！

明年我要選broadcast的
選broadcast就一定要進studio
mama mia!!!
>"<

patriotism

hmmxz
long time didn't update my blog d
coz of laziness
hahahAHAHAHahhahahAHAHAHa
[gila d]
paiseh~

well,let's talk about today
morning 8am class
till 10am
but lecturer dismissed on 9.25am
then we when to dato kramat there for our breakfast
coz all are bored with college's food

10.20am backed to college
Hoong and Wei went for their english class
Yih backed home
left me and Yao
we did our human comm assignment
about 12pm
Hoong and Wei finished class
they came and joined us
we chit chat in canteen
we some more sang Negaraku [not NegarakuKU]
penang's state song
melaka's state song [of course is Melaka's people sang it,hmmz,sounds not bad]
and patriotic songs!
@@"
we sang till let the girl sat beside of our table turned her head and see on us!
lolxz

2pm went to english class
i damn sleepy
and stim stim
finally!
4pm
backed to home
then straight away go sleep d
HAHAHA
slept till 7pm
and woke up for my dinner

~THE END~